Working toward 2 things is way better than 1.

Why should my whole life revolve around TTC? It SHOULDN'T! ::whacks forehead::

Ever since I decided that I shouldn't have to choose between 2 things: getting pregnant & going to NK9 - I have been sooooo much happier, more relaxed, content, happy, etc. If I *had* to choose one it would definitely be getting pregnant because that is ultimately what I want most in life, of course. But that doesn't mean my life has to stop and other goals have to be put on hold to make that happen.

So, we will continue this cycle (obviously) and do one more Clomid cycle next time (if needed) and after that, I'll be going to NK9! If I become pregnant - YAY!!! If not, at least I will have been looking forward and excited about this other adventure in my life, and we can resume TTC plans when I return.

I know this post is pretty similar to my last one, but just wanted to write it out how excited I am with this decision/compromise. It really isn't much of a compromise because I'm working toward 2 things that make me really happy.